I miss my mother
her laugh
the way she answered the telephone
the way when we were little she sang..."You are my sunshine"
her cooking
watching her hold my babies
I just miss her
very much
at times its almost crushing
I long at times for my childhood
the good times with moma
i tend to block out the bad shit with dad's drinking/violence and all
but the good stuff..yeah...it was real good
i miss my siblings
us all together
my grandparents
my cousins
summers in new braunfels
summers with my girls at the beach, the pool
But life is good
I am blessed
very very much so