Does this even go together???

Don't have a clue what I am going to do with these....But I love them

One day I will finish this table runner!!

....long hot summer days, baling hay, outdoor showers, darkthirty, best friends, cruising, windows down, breeze off the Gulf, toes in the sand, sweet kisses, a cold one....I miss my youth :-)

me and my 2 guys: International Fat Quarter Swap

Below is a link to an a neat blog and a swap I am really excigted about!! Go check it out :-)

me and my 2 guys: International Fat Quarter Swap

3 days after I finally acquire a new son-in-law he has to leave town for a job!
Poor Amber in more ways than him just leaving.
Ty likes his daddy..I mean REALLY likes his daddy.
AND he's cutting teeth!
she's gonna need ...something....lol
He didn't grandma much time to rest up either...HA
I have soooooo many baby quits to make...
I have all the material...just not anytime!!!
No..correct that...I have time, I would just rather be spending it with Ty, Amber, Eric, Randi, Dustin.
It will get done...It always does :-)
I loveeeeeeeeee my haircut from Heather!!!!!!
I don't know why I bother going to anyone else.
lol..even when I don't like how she fixes it(which this I did, I will never be able to recreate it)
Dr. Appt in am
Funeral in afternoon
Ty coming in the evening to spend the night
Amber leaving Thursday for Louisiana
Need to hook up with Randi
I'm still tired..Probably just earache
nite nite

She's Married!!!!!!!
It was wonderful
I am tired

Ok the countdown to the wedding is here
Hope we all survive
I know we will
It is just going to be LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG week
A good one..But long
I think the reason for me....Is all this identity theft crap
It is becoming sooo overwhelming
and getting to me
But...I am not going to let that or that fucking bitch or whoever did this...
Screw me over twice!!!!!
Onward and Upward...or someshit like that ha
And altho....I SO VERY APPRECIATE
(and OMG she offered to let me have...HAVE ...like give it to me... I was such in shock I didn't even respond)
appreciate and am thankful for the use/loan of Randi's laptop
I can't type on it worth a damn.... getting better...But...grrrrrr...
Ok to make a difference
or screw something up
whatever
at least I am doing something
:-)

I miss my mother
her laugh
the way she answered the telephone
the way when we were little she sang..."You are my sunshine"
her cooking
watching her hold my babies
I just miss her
very much
at times its almost crushing
I long at times for my childhood
the good times with moma
i tend to block out the bad shit with dad's drinking/violence and all
but the good stuff..yeah...it was real good
i miss my siblings
us all together
my grandparents
my cousins
summers in new braunfels
summers with my girls at the beach, the pool
But life is good
I am blessed
very very much so

How in the world do people find the time to blog everyday?
Even before the g-son, wedding, identity theft(grrrrrr...) etc, when I know I had time on my hands...
I still wondered how they did it...
Organized? Dedicated?
I have come to the conclusion...I ramble to damn much to ever be "succesful" at blogging
Altho I love to write...it's like horse shit..all over the place ha
...on to other things...
The countdown has begun..a mere 7/8 days (depending on how ya count em) till THE WEDDING
It will all come together....Yep...it will I know it
Amber's been planning the thing too damn long for it not to
Had a wonderful time with Randi shopping yesterday....and dinner with her and Dustin.
JB didnt get the job he was hoping for.
Had to buy 4 new tires...ouch.
Still getting letters everyday about the freaking forgery thing....ARGH
Don't think that is going to end anytime soon.
Randi is letting me use her lap top
Will probably have to wait until the end of the summer to get me new one...oh well

I just stopped and made me a list of stuff I need to do (that doesnt have anything to do with the wedding by the way) and FUCKMERUNNIN I don't have time to be blogging....SHEESH!!! much less playing on the computer...

My computer crashed and died....going on the third week now...
I am learning to live without it tho...not as hard as I thought it would be.
I have access to a couple of computers..1/work..which suks big time as the internet is dial up...2/Amber's...but who wants to get on the computer when Ty is there and awake? (and its a lap top and i am too used to larger keyboard and ext mouse makes it difficult----as i sit here typing on JB's work lap top..which is making me eye twitch with all the freaking backspacing!!!!) 3/ lanita's and trish's...and altho i really appreciate the offer of theirs...i do however feel kinda weird about it...might have to breakdown tho and accept offer at some point
Identity being stolen and cleaning out bank account...FUCKINGSUKS....
almost got all the bank stuff sorted out
filed policed report
trying to see what to do with Telecheck and The Attorney Generals office....ha..which they both say...Go online to our site and download forms
ARGH!!!!! what do people do who dont have computers? or Access to one???
I love the information highway..But...it's the same as when the girls were in High School and we didn't have a computer....
And Everything it seemed ,....was ..Go Online..
They either had to do it at school...go to a friends..
or if they wanted to type a report ..up to my office...
Somethings not right ....
And...hmm...going to cost $670something to get JB's truck fixed
Not going to get my cap replaced for my **Front tooth** before Amber's wedding...Just have to remember to either duck out of ALL pictures or not smile real big..
Not going to get new glasses...I could have..and prolly had them by the wedding..but. one thing or the other..then the comp..etc..etc..etc
Freaking etc's...haha
What else?
damn isn't that enough?
well yes...and am sure I am leaving stuff out...
OMG..I am typing to myself and answering
I need help..or a strong drink...or something
OK bitch whine and moan session is over
I AM BLESSED
I AM HEALTHY
I AM LOVED
I LOVE
I have the perfect grandson, wonderful daughters..fantastic son-in-law and great almost son-in-law, A good man, a roof , food, electric, water, a vehicle that runs..It's ALL Good :-)